Guess what I discovered today! Well, doing absolutely NOTHING can be absolutely tiring. Since I don’t go to school yet and I don’t have a job, I just stay in my room curled up in my bed thinking. And all I think about is just some random things like what would it be like to be in school, to study, to be in LA, my future plans that will probably never going to happen, people’s relationships, celebrity couples, what to eat, what to do, where is who, and all other random stuff that could enter my mind and seriously, it’s not healthy. I find it really stressful.
What I hate about too much thinking is that you get to find out things that are really, really frustrating. Right now, for the past months, I have realized how much I have missed so many things by not going to school. I mean, for example, three years ago, I graduated from high school in the Philippines and going to college is the next step. Taking a break from that is not a bad idea. But taking a break from it for 3 years definitely wasn’t the best idea there is. I feel like I don’t know anything anymore. It’s just one of the many things I realized that was pretty frustrating and I am not in the mood to list them all out. It’s.. err frustrating.
I’d rather feel physically exhausted than mentally exhausted. It means that you’re body is working out when you are physically tired. But mentally tired? Means you’re thinking too much and not taking a break. But how can I when I’ve got nothing to distract my mind. I need something to distract my mind. I’m not sure if jogging/walking would be good, since it’s also one of the times you get to think. I’ve already fixed the house, so no reason to do it again. HMM… or maybe I’ll fix my room instead. Err Whatever. I need something to distract me. Like study, maybe? Like get ready for school? ARGGG I’m thinking way too much again! Websites don’t even distract me anymore! This is sooooooooo stupid!!
Anyway, if you can suggest things to do that is not making websites, getting a job and going to school, please do share. I’d appreciate that
Music: I Won’t Disagree by Kate Voegele
^^ I love this song! It’s so me right now. It’s what I feel towards.. err him
August 14th, 2009 at 10:59 pm
playing volleyball/football/basketball, going out with friends at cafes/cinemas/parks, doing camping, reading books, change the place of the furniture in your room (lol)
August 21st, 2009 at 10:51 pm
Ahhh poor you, i can imagine how frustrating that is. To do just nothing.. but you can do something. Find some volunteer work.. there is alot. Or find another hobby like painting or collecting stamps hehe.. Well I wish you all the best and goodluck
September 1st, 2009 at 7:33 pm
@AnneFleur – LOL… sometimes drawing distracts me… although sometimes i’m not in the mood to draw… i usually take a nap after waking up.. hahahah…. thanks for the luck!!
@bill – i’m not athletic/sporty so sports would be a problem, going out with friends would be cool but all my friends are in school or work so can’t, camping… lol who will i go camping with? it still school
hehehe, I recently am not in the mood to read books or write stories, i’ve already changed our furniture placings…. but thanks for all the suggestions!
December 24th, 2009 at 7:14 am
Thank you! Your blog was just what I needed to read right now…
February 22nd, 2010 at 7:51 am
You know, for the past couple of years or so, I have heard so many supposedly smart and connected people say, uh, “It’s almost impossible to recognize a bubble when you’re in it” when the subject of our last el-grande bubble of real estate comes up. You know, the housing bubble I recognized in maybe ‘02, that 90% of others were ‘blindsided” by, including geniuses like Greenspan, Bernancke, 99% of the banks in the WORLD, rating agencies, investment houses, insurance companies, 75 % of the American public, and, of course, Fannie/Freddie, the black hole for the right side of my pay stub. But, for the past almost year, I’ve heard many smart and connected people tell me that the safety of bonds and bond funds are in a bubble. They were in a bubble last summer, and they are more than certain about that, it seems.