How I wish. Not really, but I’m actually am going to Vic University today with a friend of mine to meet up with a Liaison Officer to talk about courses. I know I have decided to take up Film Studies in school when I can, but I still have to decide if Theater is for me. So that will be decided today or within the next few days after I talk. I’ll edit later when I get back. Toodle-loo… Loves <3

Edited: I just got back from Vic University and what can I say? I AM REALLY EXCITED! Well, the word we used today actually was ‘desperate’… Yes. I was pretty much desperate to go back to school. Some of my friends have said I was lucky to not have school. But seriously… If you know you want to establish yourself and mind to the chosen career you want, you will want to have school no matter how much freedom you’re having.

Freedom = boredom. You are free to do whatever you want, yes. No school, no home works, no tests, no school nights, no requirements to finish on due date. But not really. No school means alone at home, no hang outs, no productive works, and you’ll just get lazier and lazier every minute. Back then, I was enjoying all of these because I get to focus on Vanessa-Hudgens.ORG. Every single minute I was away from school, all I did was websites and designs. I’ve been doing that ever since 2004 even while attending school. But as soon as I realized what I was missing for the past 3 years since I graduated from High School in the Philippines, I craved for University learning. (And to be honest, I was suppose to get my degree next year if I was studying in the Philippines).

“yes, i think school can be such a headache at loads of times but, on the other hand, i also think that that’s where the fun of being a student comes from. i mean, there’s so much hype at first but in the end, you’ll see the outcome of your hard work and it’s worth every effort you put on it.” – Razz

I was at a meeting for YFC (Youth For Christ) and three of my friends in there were sitting on the floor by coffee table with loads of papers all over them. They were all busy working on their university papers, homeworks and essays and one things came in my mind: How cool is that?! Okay, it may not be what you would think, but I’ve been all laidback and chill throughout the year since I finished school last year, and guess what? I feel like I know nothing anymore.

Earlier today, as I went to Vic University, I never really thought I’ll feel the university vibe as I had weeks ago since I know there’s a small chance I’ll be going to school next sem, which is next month, by the way. But the -very friendly- Liaison officer have given me additional hope. He said to let him know as soon as possible once we get our permanent residency within June ’til the 27th of July. That gave me hope that MAYBE I’ll get in next semester. Who cares if I miss two weeks of school? At least I’ll get in this sem. So fingers crossed so I can get into university next sem.

For my university study, I have chosen Film Studies and Theater as my major. Why? Coz it’s something different from what my friends and family are taking. My sister just finished medicine, my brother just finished statistics, my younger brother will probably take hospitality and my youngest brother is still deciding but it’s in the line of math or criminology. None of my friends are taking up film studies making me the only one in the group. I don’t feel left out, I actually felt pretty unique.

So yeah, fingers crossed and I’ll just update to whatever’s going to happen to my learning future. I hope I’m not late to start in the film industry after graduating or late to be in Hollywood. Thanks to who ever reading <3

Music: Candles – Hey Monday