I admit, when January 2010 came, I did not look forward to it. Maybe it was because of the fact that I’m stuck in the past. I thought if I leave 2009 all the good things that had happened will leave me as well. I was too scared for what 2010 will bring. I’ve enjoyed 2009 so much that I have no idea if 2010 will be as good as or not. I was too stupid to doubt the Lord’s plans. I was too stupid to not trust that this is going to be an awesome year as well. Maybe bigger challenges will come, but I know I have the Lord to hold on to. The first wednesday of the year changed my views. We had a fellowship so we did a really awesome worship that night. One of the best worships I had.

I’m not lying when I say I felt someone hug me and it wasn’t anyone in the group. It was definitely a hug you’ll never forget. I was doing things not exactly on purpose. I mean, yes it’s me doing it and I know I’m doing it but there’s something else. You know it’s not JUST you doing it. I love the feeling. The feeling like I’m free, I’m clean like all my worries are gone. And yes! It’s the best feeling ever!! I LOVE YOU JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You are the best that has happened to my life and I’m thankful for all the blessings you gave me. Thank you so much! I Love you

Music: None
Movie: Jennifer’s Body

Note: isn’t weird that I’m watching a devil movie when I’m talking about Jesus Christ….. Actually no. I feel safe. I know I’m safe when I’m with Christ. So no devil is here to destroy my life.