Yeah.. it’s been forever since i last blogged. Even my tumblr’s boring now. The thing is, I lost my computer since I put it in our living room… I didn’t want it coz I can’t design my room with it in there. I’m saving up for a laptop, though. So hopefully by then I’ll be active online again.

Right now there are loads to tell so less the time… So wait up till i can get a chance to go online again. I’m so going to post everything…. Especially boi drama… JOKES

Lol.. I’m so excited for YFC Camp! Dudes and dudettes… COME!!!! April 9… exciting it’s my birthmonth AGAIN!! My bday’s going to be awesome again… hahahaha

I admit, when January 2010 came, I did not look forward to it. Maybe it was because of the fact that I’m stuck in the past. I thought if I leave 2009 all the good things that had happened will leave me as well. I was too scared for what 2010 will bring. I’ve enjoyed 2009 so much that I have no idea if 2010 will be as good as or not. I was too stupid to doubt the Lord’s plans. I was too stupid to not trust that this is going to be an awesome year as well. Maybe bigger challenges will come, but I know I have the Lord to hold on to. The first wednesday of the year changed my views. We had a fellowship so we did a really awesome worship that night. One of the best worships I had.

I’m not lying when I say I felt someone hug me and it wasn’t anyone in the group. It was definitely a hug you’ll never forget. I was doing things not exactly on purpose. I mean, yes it’s me doing it and I know I’m doing it but there’s something else. You know it’s not JUST you doing it. I love the feeling. The feeling like I’m free, I’m clean like all my worries are gone. And yes! It’s the best feeling ever!! I LOVE YOU JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You are the best that has happened to my life and I’m thankful for all the blessings you gave me. Thank you so much! I Love you

Music: None
Movie: Jennifer’s Body

Note: isn’t weird that I’m watching a devil movie when I’m talking about Jesus Christ….. Actually no. I feel safe. I know I’m safe when I’m with Christ. So no devil is here to destroy my life.

At our house before going to Ira’s [12.02.09]

I’m at Ira’s place at the moment having our sleepover since for like a year now! Hahaha, a dear friend of ours just got back from Australia and it’s cool seeing him again. I missed John sooooo much…

Well, at this moment, I was just looking through facebook not really knowing what to do. I should be sleeping by now since I have to wake up at 8 coz I’m going uni hopping with Ivy and Majoe tomorrow! Err more like later since it’s 2am.

Well yeah, we’re going vic and massey tomorrow since we will go inquire about CUP and courses for next yr. I’m still wishing for permanent residency for Christmas so HOPEFULLY we get it coz i really want to go to school

Oh and speaking of Christmas, check this out:

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This awesome skit was shown to us during one of the YFC meeting we attended (which was errr… October 7) and it’s super awesome! You all gotta watch it. You’ll learn something…

Remember, God’s always there to lift us up no matter what. He’s there and will never turn his back on us even if we do/did turn our back on Him. He loves us soooo much and will never leave us. Watched it? Comment…

Music: I Kissed A Girl by Katy Perry

You know what they say about religion and science always contradict each other? Well, most of the time. You know why? Because science usually just focus on the facts and the reason why it’s this and that. But hey, after I attended the YFC leader’s meeting (I was just there to crash btw) on June 17, my views on science changed and I was wowed.

How well do you know your DNA? Or your inner body parts or whatever? I know I don’t know anything about biology. Heck, I even failed my sophomore year science. Except genetics, by the way. It was the easiest but I actually forgot it now. But there’s this one small tini-tiny protein cell in the body that I will never ever forget… As in EVER…

So that night in the YFC meeting, Met* led the meeting and showed us a video “How Great is our God”. Louie Giglio compared the earth to a size of a golf ball and showed the universe. You know how we viewed the earth as real huge? And the sun even bigger? Compare it to the other stars in the sky. Err.. I’m not going through that, actually. We all know how big the universe is and how genius God is in creating the universe.

What I’m here to let you know is the small parts of our body. Like the DNA or something… It’s a protein that makes up all your our organs (thanks to my sis for that by the way). Basically, it the protein that’s part of a structure that binds cells together to make tissue, and tissues makes organs… (thanks to my sis again… okay i’m not really sure of what I’m talking about scientifically… but the point is it’s a protein that “HOLDS THE BODY TOGETHER”.)

You know how we get all lonely and sad all the time? We feel torn apart because we don’t know what to do. We feel like there’s nothing else to do but give up. And sometimes we would go “Why is this happening, Lord?”… “Are you trying to make me suffer?” or something like that and we feel like being torn apart. But think about this next few things I’m going to say. The laminin… it’s awesome. It’s described as the protein that holds the body together. Scientifically, it binds cells that forms tissues that forms organs that forms your body whatever… Get the picture? But hey… it’s that small protein that binds everything together to hold your body.

Okay… I’m not making sense anymore, right? What’s so cool about laminin? It’s just a protein.. Well……. wait till you see how it’s diagramed by clicking here and here and here for the actual. You may think that it may just be a coincidence, but hey… it’s the sign of God. The protein that holds our body together, is the sign of God. How great is that? A million small crosses hold our body together are spread inside our body. Think of it as God is inside us to hold us together.

So point is, even if you feel so down and you think there’s nothing else in life. God is in you all the time. It may not be the laminin that will solve your problems, but just think that God’s in you no matter what. Literally or not. He will always be there to put you together and be strong. Enjoy!

This makes more sense, though: WATCH IT! It’ll blew you away

Music: None but I’d say No Longer I is the best song to be listening while reading/writing this one. It’s a song composed by YFC Wellington Music Min aka GEPC

*Name changed.

How I wish. Not really, but I’m actually am going to Vic University today with a friend of mine to meet up with a Liaison Officer to talk about courses. I know I have decided to take up Film Studies in school when I can, but I still have to decide if Theater is for me. So that will be decided today or within the next few days after I talk. I’ll edit later when I get back. Toodle-loo… Loves <3

Edited: I just got back from Vic University and what can I say? I AM REALLY EXCITED! Well, the word we used today actually was ‘desperate’… Yes. I was pretty much desperate to go back to school. Some of my friends have said I was lucky to not have school. But seriously… If you know you want to establish yourself and mind to the chosen career you want, you will want to have school no matter how much freedom you’re having.

Freedom = boredom. You are free to do whatever you want, yes. No school, no home works, no tests, no school nights, no requirements to finish on due date. But not really. No school means alone at home, no hang outs, no productive works, and you’ll just get lazier and lazier every minute. Back then, I was enjoying all of these because I get to focus on Vanessa-Hudgens.ORG. Every single minute I was away from school, all I did was websites and designs. I’ve been doing that ever since 2004 even while attending school. But as soon as I realized what I was missing for the past 3 years since I graduated from High School in the Philippines, I craved for University learning. (And to be honest, I was suppose to get my degree next year if I was studying in the Philippines).

“yes, i think school can be such a headache at loads of times but, on the other hand, i also think that that’s where the fun of being a student comes from. i mean, there’s so much hype at first but in the end, you’ll see the outcome of your hard work and it’s worth every effort you put on it.” – Razz

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