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I was looking through love quotes in Google merely ’cause I’m bored and I want to put a picture at the beginning of my Here’s The Thing entry and I found this. Too bad number one didn’t happen when I read it… But it’s cool.. Some of you might agree, some won’t… But it’s love… who knows what it really is. You’ll only know it when you feel it.
I’m fixing the blog, thus the downloaded layout. I have no time to make a new layout, but I’m hoping by January next year, I have a personalized layout. 
Photograph by Josine. Spoof Shirt. Gold clock necklace from Ira.
… love is something develops through time.
… love is something you shouldn’t persuade your heart to feel.
… love is something that comes in the right time.
… love is something that takes a while before you see it.
… love is something you won’t be able to force.
… love is something that comes in the unexpected way.
… love is there.
At our house before going to Ira’s [12.02.09]
I’m at Ira’s place at the moment having our sleepover since for like a year now! Hahaha, a dear friend of ours just got back from Australia and it’s cool seeing him again. I missed John sooooo much…
Well, at this moment, I was just looking through facebook not really knowing what to do. I should be sleeping by now since I have to wake up at 8 coz I’m going uni hopping with Ivy and Majoe tomorrow! Err more like later since it’s 2am.
Well yeah, we’re going vic and massey tomorrow since we will go inquire about CUP and courses for next yr. I’m still wishing for permanent residency for Christmas so HOPEFULLY we get it coz i really want to go to school
Oh and speaking of Christmas, check this out:
Woops! The last entry was July 6! And it’s now September 1… I missed a whole lot of August!!! Except there isn’t much to share about August. Hmmmm…. Let’s see…
1. I just made a decision to apply in Toi Whakaari. It’s a drama school and hopefully I get in. Auditions are next this month, weekend of Dad’s birthday. I hope that’s a good thing Deadline of application was August 28. I went to the school August 27 and I just can’t help but imagine myself being in the school. I love it. Although there’s nervousness and cowardliness that popped into me when I imagine the audition. Nevertheless, I’m still doing it.
2. My brother’s birthday was 24th and gee! He has his own way of celebrating it. In the Hospital! He turned legal age of 18 (yes, legal to drink, drive and get crazy) and he decided to go to the hospital to celebrate. Lol, there are lots of drugs there! But whatever, it’s his tradition anyway.
3. YFC Fellowship. Ha! It was fun… It was also tiring in the end, coz I have loads of plates to clean. But whatever, it was worth it.
4. We’re to vacate the house in 45 days. And as of now we have less than 45 days. 30-something I guess. Reason is: the owner is going to use the house now. Ehhh, it’s ok. The house doesn’t give us any luck anyway. I was visited by someone or something in my room while I was sleeping three times already. It was beyond CREEPY!!! I never had that back in the Philippines. Let’s see if this new house will give us some luck.
5. I have a new path to take in school next year AGAIN! I think. I’m considering Interior Designing now. BUT i’m not sure… HELP??? Thing is, if i got accepted in Toi Whakaari, then I’m going there NO MATTER WHAT!!! And after three or four years (if I decided to Master in Directing) then I’ll go to University and take up Interior Designing while working as an actress. But if I don’t get in Toi, I’m not sure if I will do Film Studies or Interior Designing…. Another set of questions and decisions to make…. HELP?
Well, that’s it for now. And I think I’m changing designs soon. I’m getting rusty with designing lately. Geezzz… Be back later!
Music: the sound of breeze passing through the trees. It is music to the ears… sometimes.
Guess what I discovered today! Well, doing absolutely NOTHING can be absolutely tiring. Since I don’t go to school yet and I don’t have a job, I just stay in my room curled up in my bed thinking. And all I think about is just some random things like what would it be like to be in school, to study, to be in LA, my future plans that will probably never going to happen, people’s relationships, celebrity couples, what to eat, what to do, where is who, and all other random stuff that could enter my mind and seriously, it’s not healthy. I find it really stressful.
What I hate about too much thinking is that you get to find out things that are really, really frustrating. Right now, for the past months, I have realized how much I have missed so many things by not going to school. I mean, for example, three years ago, I graduated from high school in the Philippines and going to college is the next step. Taking a break from that is not a bad idea. But taking a break from it for 3 years definitely wasn’t the best idea there is. I feel like I don’t know anything anymore. It’s just one of the many things I realized that was pretty frustrating and I am not in the mood to list them all out. It’s.. err frustrating.
I’d rather feel physically exhausted than mentally exhausted. It means that you’re body is working out when you are physically tired. But mentally tired? Means you’re thinking too much and not taking a break. But how can I when I’ve got nothing to distract my mind. I need something to distract my mind. I’m not sure if jogging/walking would be good, since it’s also one of the times you get to think. I’ve already fixed the house, so no reason to do it again. HMM… or maybe I’ll fix my room instead. Err Whatever. I need something to distract me. Like study, maybe? Like get ready for school? ARGGG I’m thinking way too much again! Websites don’t even distract me anymore! This is sooooooooo stupid!!
Anyway, if you can suggest things to do that is not making websites, getting a job and going to school, please do share. I’d appreciate that
Music: I Won’t Disagree by Kate Voegele
^^ I love this song! It’s so me right now. It’s what I feel towards.. err him
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I HEART JACK SPARROW!!!
This means two things actually… But most Filis would understand why I love J.Sparrow. One meaning is because… duhhhh who doesn’t like Johnny Depp?! He’s funny, cool, awesome, great actor… and face it, guys, he’s hott. But there’s also another meaning why I love Jack Sparrow. Oh not just him but as well as William Turner, Bill Turner, Davie Jones or whatever his first name is, and a whole lot more pirates in the Pirates of the Carribean. I love these movies! It’s soooo cool. I want to be able to be in a movie like this. Anyway… back to the 2nd point why I love them…
I have Photoshop CS4 now!!! and I’m loving it… waaaahhhhh… Next up… Dreamweaver CS4! 
Enjoy
Music: None… dunno why my iTunes is a mess up. I can’t put on my music coz it’s being a mess.
*Sobs* *sniff* *sniff*I won’t be able to design for a few weeks or (hopefully) days. And the truth is, it’s not because I totally got tired of it. I just recently finished a design for Vanessa-Hudgens.ORG and will soon be out. But the aweful truth is: Dad just did a memory recovery for the laptop and we lost all files and programs. Of course, I was told about this beforehand and I did all the saving in my hard drive. HOWEVER!!!! All programs were removed including all my needs: Photoshop, Dreamweaver, iTunes, MSN Live, RealPlayer, Cute FTP… I dunno what else, but yeah those.
Ok, what’s with all the drama? I can just re-install, right? Ok I’m done re-installing MSN Live and will do iTunes later (probably Safari as well… I’m soooo falling in love with it.) The do RealPlaer and Cute FTP afterwards… But the drama is caused by my oh-so-dearest Photoshop and Dreamweaver installer that is MIA!!! I can’t find it… I’ve searched everywhere.
Surely, it’s not in the living room since I’ve fixed that place already. No more trash, no more rubbish, no more stuff out of place. Everything is in it’s rightful place in the living room (oh and it smells good, too! Smells like strawberries). So scratch living room. I’ve searched in my room. It’s clean and I know exactly what stuff are in every side, corner and place of my room. NOTHING is misplaced, NOTHING is hiding. So scratch my room. I wanted to search around my bro’s room but it’s soooo messy and this time I’m not being exag. Like, I tried to search for it in his room, since I might have misplaced it, but I gave up before I even started. So scratch my brother’s room even if it’s in there. I tried my parents’ room but it’s also a mess I don’t want to bother just yet. But I have a feeling it’s in my parents’ room. If not, then I’m dead…
I’m not so sure if someone borrowed it. I think no one did, though. Like who will? All those who NEEDS it already have theirs installed. So well… wish me luck finding that oh-so-important installer for my oh-so-needed designing since I can rely only to that while school’s not yet here. If it’s no where else to be seen, see me in my grave soon! Kidding!!! <3
Edit: SHIT!!! and omg, I just broke my promise to myself that I won’t cuss ever again… BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!! can this be an exemption?!?!?! Along with the whole memory recovery-slash-reformat thing was my files in drive c getting deleted. Now, I thought my video files are in a safe place in my hard drive only to find lately that it’s NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have the second night of band rehearsals of YFC/GEPC but now it’s poofff gone!!! I’m such an idiot!!!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG… there are tons of great shots from there. I could totally use that for my video plans but now it’s sooooo GONE. GONE GONE GONE GONE… all because of my stupidity for only saving files from Dad’s documents and completely forgot about my own documents thinking that I have it all in my hard drive… stupid stupid stupid…. grrrr… kill me now, bury me and see you all in my grave!!!!! WAAAAHHHHHHH Kill me!! where’s my psycho best friend when u need her to kill u!!!! *kills self* LOL kidding.. anyway, time for some action. I’ll probably do another shot some time… Probably on the next GPM… “/
Music: None… coz my iTunes is not yet installed.. huhuhu