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A Year Later

August 31, 10 //
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Ok, I got back from Auckland more than a month ago. Things got so excited that I wasn’t able to online to blog about Auckland. Three words though: It was Awesome!!

Okay, enough about Auckland and on with what’s up.

Funny how things worked out. I was looking through my blogs and tried to search for some progress. Thankfully, I found some. I usually just start off with 3 blogs and then I’ll leave it all behind. Anyway, so as I was flicking through my blog entries and I found an entry dated June 10, 2009 titled Off To University? It’s been more than a year ago and funny how, right now, at this very moment, I’m dealing with the same thing. It’s been a year and I’m still not a student. :/

Things changed, though. Back then I said I wanted to be a Film and Theater student. This time around, I wanted to be an Interior Designer. Praise God I didn’t go to school last year, or I will just waste my time taking the wrong course. It’s been just a few months since I decided on majoring in film that I changed my mind to Interior Designing. It makes perfect sense taking it, though, since I have been designing rooms since I could move furniture in my room. So I stick with it, now I can’t imagine myself doing anything else. Maybe because I’ve already imagined myself doing everything, there’s nothing left to imagine.

We’re still waiting for our permanent residency. How I survive another year of no school? I don’t know. But yah, I survived. I have been doing sketches of houses and furniture to help me improve artistically. I’m still trying to do some sketches of interiors. But all these are just copies of photographs. I practice so I can sketch using my imagination. Also, work kept me busy but I’m leaving soon since it’s affecting my health. I will look for another job just in case uni won’t come for me this year again. Another year of no school? I have no idea what will become of me by the end of next year.

I am hoping our residency will turn up before December 10. That’s the date of the last day of enrollment. But this time, I won’t expect anything anymore, I won’t plan anything anymore. I’ll just let it flow and leave everything to God. And whatever His plan is, I will trust in Him.

Hi from Auckland

July 5, 10 //
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Second day in Auckland… 3rd day away from Wellington. I miss home but I love seeing new places. There were heaps of happenings already and too little time to blog. Maybe when I’m back in welli I’ll post in photos.. For now, HI FROMAUCKLAND!!!!! It does feel different from the last time I went here… Chiao for now ;) loves heaps

John 3:16

June 24, 10 //
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I just got this email a few minutes ago from my mom. It’s one of those forwarding emails you thought you don’t want to read but as I started.. I got hooked. The essay was the best part, so be sure to read every thing especially that.

Dear All,

PLEASE ENSURE YOU READ THIS TO THE END, PREFERABLY WHEN YOU ARE LESS BUSY.

I can only imagine…

Heaven as written by a 17 Year Old Boy

This is excellent and really gets you thinking about what will happen in Heaven.

17-year-old Brian Moore had only a short time to write something for a class. The subject was what Heaven was like. “I wowed ‘em,” he later told his father, Bruce. “It’s a killer. It’s the bomb. It’s the best thing I ever wrote.” It also was the last.

Brian’s parents had forgotten about the essay when a cousin found it while cleaning out the teenager’s locker at Teays Valley High School in Pickaway County

Brian had been dead only hours, but his parents desperately wanted every piece of his life near them, notes from classmates and teachers, and his homework. Only two months before, he had handwritten the essay about encountering Jesus in a file room full of cards detailing every moment of the teen’s life. But it was only after Brian’s death that Beth and Bruce Moore realized that their son had described his view of heaven.

It makes such an impact that people want to share it. “You feel like you are there,” Mr. Moore said.. Brian Moore died May 27, 1997, the day after Memorial Day. He was driving home from a friend’s house when his car went off Bulen-Pierce Road inPickaway County and struck a utility pole. He emerged from the wreck unharmed but stepped on a downed power line and was electrocuted.

The Moore ’s framed a copy of Brian’s essay and hung it among the family portraits in the living room. “I think God used him to make a point. I think we were meant to find it and make something out of it,” Mrs. Moore said of the essay. She and her husband want to share their son’s vision of life after death. “I’m happy for Brian. I know he’s in heaven. I know I’ll see him.

Here is Brian’s essay entitled:

(more…)

Melancholy

June 21, 10 //
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And then he said, “what if she visits. I don’t want to see you get hurt.” I smiled to let him know that everything’s going to be fine. That my feelings for this other guy was nothing serious at all. But as I turned away from my friend, my lips betrayed my words as it turned into a frown. My eyes fluttered trying to keep it from bursting tears. And as I pursed my lips to prevent my self from spatting out unwanted wails of hurt, I ran down the stairs and locked myself in the bathroom. One deep breath was all it took for all the suffocating emotions to flow out of my eyes.

Mahirap Talaga… Naman!

May 16, 10 //
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Want a translation? The title is “Mahirap Magmahal ng Syota ng Iba” which means it’s hard to love someone else’s. Just loving this version… ok and the song! Lol geehh my bro’s going to tease me hard out. Enjoy the vid and music! The song’s originally by Apo Hiking Society.

God Answers

April 19, 10 //
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This is to answer Angelo’s question in his comment.. (Big ups to you man on camp!!)

He came to camp, actually. The guy… And I was pretty much waiting for him to come… He came kind of late… And from the moment he walked in the camp site, I knew we’re just friends. I asked God to help me out and show it to me on camp. Well, He did answer my prayer. I’m good friends with this guy, though. So I didn’t tell him, and the question of whether or not I should tell him is not bothering me anymore…

Though, camp introduced another drama that I pretty much don’t wanna think and talk about it for now. ;)

Waah, I miss camp and I can’t believe I didn’t put any blog about it… A photo is worth a thousand words.. and I have 1000+ photos… awesome aye?? but yeah

Paano Nga Ba?

April 4, 10 //
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I was randomly visiting fansites and I remembered this: Enchong Dee World. Ok it’s a freakin rare occasion that I visit a Pinoy celebrity fansite even if I’m a huge fan of. And Enchong Dee? I’m no where near a fan (mainly coz he’s from ABS-CBN but he’s not that bad. He doesn’t make my “kinda cute” guy, seriously but ok I have to admit, he’s not bad… At least with acting… And he’s a SWIMMER! I dig swimmers. But his major turn off is he’s Kapamilya. Lol babaw noh?)

Well, anyway… to the main business. I was going through websites and stumble upon my friend’s site. (Oh please do visit even if you’re not a fan coz he deserve the hits!) And I saw Enchong and Erich’s (oh I’m a huge fan of Erich, though… Mainly coz she’s cute.) new movie trailer. The movie’s called “Paano ko Sasabihin” and the title itself captured me. I can’t fully relate to the entire story, but the message it brings does.

“Paano kung di ka nya naririnig?”
What if he can’t hear you?

“Paano kung pagod ka na magpanggap?”
What if you’re tired of pretending?

“Paano mo sasabihin?”
How are you going to admit it?

Ugghh… Exactly the questions I wanted answered!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Seriously… I just couldn’t help but watch the trailer and all. I’m actually curious what’s it all about. Well, I know the obvious: they both thought the other was deaf but truth is, they’re not. But I know there’s something behind it. I want to watch and MAYBE find the answer.

It has been weeks I’ve asked the question “How am I going to say I like a guy when he obviously couldn’t see me.” And yes, it is connected to my previous post, Oh Boy. The same guy who I have felt something different. I admit, I’m not yet sure if there’s something more than attraction. But whatever. I have camp to tell me if there really is something different about this guy. And I know it’s going to be more confusing if there’s something going to happen at camp, which I hope I will survive.

Oh God, help!

Music: United State of Pop 2009 (Blame it on the Pop)… I’m not exactly listening to this, but I’m currently obsessing. Lol.

Hello 2010!!

January 9, 10 //
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I admit, when January 2010 came, I did not look forward to it. Maybe it was because of the fact that I’m stuck in the past. I thought if I leave 2009 all the good things that had happened will leave me as well. I was too scared for what 2010 will bring. I’ve enjoyed 2009 so much that I have no idea if 2010 will be as good as or not. I was too stupid to doubt the Lord’s plans. I was too stupid to not trust that this is going to be an awesome year as well. Maybe bigger challenges will come, but I know I have the Lord to hold on to. The first wednesday of the year changed my views. We had a fellowship so we did a really awesome worship that night. One of the best worships I had.

I’m not lying when I say I felt someone hug me and it wasn’t anyone in the group. ;) It was definitely a hug you’ll never forget. I was doing things not exactly on purpose. I mean, yes it’s me doing it and I know I’m doing it but there’s something else. You know it’s not JUST you doing it. I love the feeling. The feeling like I’m free, I’m clean like all my worries are gone. And yes! It’s the best feeling ever!! I LOVE YOU JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You are the best that has happened to my life and I’m thankful for all the blessings you gave me. Thank you so much! I Love you

Music: None
Movie: Jennifer’s Body

Note: isn’t weird that I’m watching a devil movie when I’m talking about Jesus Christ….. Actually no. I feel safe. I know I’m safe when I’m with Christ. So no devil is here to destroy my life.

New Year’s Movie Marathon

January 3, 10 //
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vg3r44 So I’ve found this way to get loads of movies and I can’t stop myself from having a movie marathon. I’ve seen The Proposal, Confessions or a Shoppaholic, Ghosts of Girlfriend’s Past and loads more since 2010 came. Guess I’m back to becoming a movie addict. It’s just freakin cool. I get to watch these movies in my own room, and gosh the beauty of it.

After watching these movies, the best I’ve seen was Confessions of a Shopaholic. I know it’s been ten years since it came out.. er not literally.. but I just got the chance to see it. I might actually watch it over and over and wait for the next one to come out. I’m intrigued at the book and how it went in there. So yey! I’m not really good at all these review stuff but I just clearly love it. Number one coz it’s all about fashion! Damn… And I can’t help but remember my lovely cousin throughout the movie. If there’s someone out there who knows a lot about it, it’s my cousin.

Well, anyway… Aside from movie marathon-ing, I’ve been making myself busy with webdesigning. Keeping Vanessa-Hudgens.ORG alive and still try and make Mark-Salling.NET online. I’ve others in line but these are my priorities. I’m doing this to try and put my mind away from the fact that I’ll be waiting a YEAR to go back to school. I know. It’s a misery… and I’ll be very, very much unknown to the whole school thing once I get back. I do hope I’ll be so ready when that day comes. Soooooo…. fingers crossed for a year!

Happy New Year friends!! Looking forward to 2010!

Music: none

Merry Christmas!

December 24, 09 //
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It’s the 24th. The Eve of Christmas… Noche Bueana in the Philippines in a few hours. And even if I’m not with my whole family in the Philippines, Christmas is still the time to be together and to have an awesome time with friends and family. Here’s my message to all my friends who have been such a great addition and part of my life. 2009 has indeed become the best yer of my life, and thanks to my friends, they made it extra gorgeous! Have a happy Christmas and blessed 2010! Take care and love you all.

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