Me.Selina.Nikkie
Dress – Valley Girl  /  Shoes – No.1 Shoes  /  Belt – Pagani
(Weird how the belt is the same price as the shoes. lol)

Last night was a blast at Majoe’s birthday. I organized it… Well co-organized it with Kua Led and finally, I was happy with the outcome of the party. I like how the design turned out even if it wasn’t exactly what I wanted. But it happens all the time. There are times when good ideas never work. I did have a lot of fun last night and I’m proud of myself with what I did.

I’m not going on full details on what happened at the party. But I gotta mention the crazy as cake fight at the end of the party. And I’ll post photos when I get them then hopefully the photos will show you the fun we all had last night. That was the best part of organizing an event – seeing the invited people how much fun they were having. The stress, the troubles and the problems were paid off by just the thank you and seeing the smiles on people’s faces. And the fact that they’re staying a bit longer just because they still don’t want to go.

People say I should be an event organizer. I answer, I don’t like the stress it’s giving me. I need a team with me and money to support this. But somehow, event organizing is my way of fulfilling my love for film because I imagine the event as to how it will appear in a film. It never occured to me to be an event organizer just because when I was a kid, I don’t make parties because I’m scared people won’t show up. It’s very embarassing when I wanted a huge as party and no one shows up. So i never make parties. I do have parties but only random ones like we’ll just think about going to our place and just have a pool party. That I know is going to be small but at least it’s not the embarassing type.

Event organizing is so much work and it takes ages of planning! But I’m surprised that friends actually asks me to help organize their party. It always starts with asking me if I could design the event and turns out, the people I help really needs help with not just the design but the whole thing. I love to help out, really! And I don’t know where all these event ideas are coming from but it’s coming out. It must have been because of too much Hollywood in my head. The parties, award shows, premieres, after parties, launches, fashion shows… I love to party. And luckily when I was growing up, I was able to go to different parties and events of my parents. And my grandma does a lot of parties as well. And also my mom organize events so I get tips from her. Just tips! That’s probably where I get ideas. The social life of my grandma! I swear, if we were in orange county, california or upper east side, manhattan, our family won’t miss all the charities and benefit events and stuff the rich family goes to coz of my grandma. She’s very sociable!

Anyway, so yeah… I’m still not thinking about going on professional events organizer. I’ll still fulfill my dreams of becoming an interior designer and actress before having events organizer as a sideline. But who knows? I might be infected by the family disease where we don’t actually do the career of the degree we finished. Events organizer… Only if it’s in Hollywood!

Photos coming soon! And also, a big shout out to God for being with me last night. Parties are million times better when God is with you and you share it with Him!

I can’t take this anymore! I WANT ONE! I don’t know why, but it must have been because of my love for design that’s why I wanted MacBook pro so much. It stylish, it lasts a long time, and it’s amazing. First time I used it was for my media studies back in year 13 here in NZ. And that was the time I fell in love with this computer. I freakin love it so much. It was supposedly my gift for myself. But turns out I bought myself a hair straightener and a hair dryer, which I’m not regretting by the way. But I seriously can’t take it anymore. I’m so sacrificing my shopping just to get one. I need to cure my shopping addiction, it’s bad!!! Lol

So anyway, I can’t really see myself buying a Windows laptop. It’s freaking slow when you use it all the time, virus comes and comes and never goes (unless you reboot it, which takes up too much time), it’s freakin heavy, and it’s not stylish. Lol. Anyway, if I’m meant to have one, I will. But i seriously can’t wait!!! Me want one. I’m going crazy here now!

Want a translation? The title is “Mahirap Magmahal ng Syota ng Iba” which means it’s hard to love someone else’s. Just loving this version… ok and the song! Lol geehh my bro’s going to tease me hard out. Enjoy the vid and music! The song’s originally by Apo Hiking Society.

Well, anyway… to the main business. I was going through websites and stumble upon my friend’s site. (Oh please do visit even if you’re not a fan coz he deserve the hits!) And I saw Enchong and Erich’s (oh I’m a huge fan of Erich, though… Mainly coz she’s cute.) new movie trailer. The movie’s called “Paano ko Sasabihin” and the title itself captured me. I can’t fully relate to the entire story, but the message it brings does.

“Paano kung di ka nya naririnig?”
What if he can’t hear you?

“Paano kung pagod ka na magpanggap?”
What if you’re tired of pretending?

“Paano mo sasabihin?”
How are you going to admit it?

Ugghh… Exactly the questions I wanted answered!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Seriously… I just couldn’t help but watch the trailer and all. I’m actually curious what’s it all about. Well, I know the obvious: they both thought the other was deaf but truth is, they’re not. But I know there’s something behind it. I want to watch and MAYBE find the answer.

It has been weeks I’ve asked the question “How am I going to say I like a guy when he obviously couldn’t see me.” And yes, it is connected to my previous post, Oh Boy. The same guy who I have felt something different. I admit, I’m not yet sure if there’s something more than attraction. But whatever. I have camp to tell me if there really is something different about this guy. And I know it’s going to be more confusing if there’s something going to happen at camp, which I hope I will survive.

Oh God, help!

Music: United State of Pop 2009 (Blame it on the Pop)… I’m not exactly listening to this, but I’m currently obsessing. Lol.

After watching these movies, the best I’ve seen was Confessions of a Shopaholic. I know it’s been ten years since it came out.. er not literally.. but I just got the chance to see it. I might actually watch it over and over and wait for the next one to come out. I’m intrigued at the book and how it went in there. So yey! I’m not really good at all these review stuff but I just clearly love it. Number one coz it’s all about fashion! Damn… And I can’t help but remember my lovely cousin throughout the movie. If there’s someone out there who knows a lot about it, it’s my cousin.

Well, anyway… Aside from movie marathon-ing, I’ve been making myself busy with webdesigning. Keeping Vanessa-Hudgens.ORG alive and still try and make Mark-Salling.NET online. I’ve others in line but these are my priorities. I’m doing this to try and put my mind away from the fact that I’ll be waiting a YEAR to go back to school. I know. It’s a misery… and I’ll be very, very much unknown to the whole school thing once I get back. I do hope I’ll be so ready when that day comes. Soooooo…. fingers crossed for a year!

Happy New Year friends!! Looking forward to 2010!

Music: none

Found a new addiction thanks to my Sis Kate for telling me about it. If you’re sick and tired of the Vampires and Mortals falling in love (I know I am!), read about Fallen Angels falling in love with Mortals… the book is sexier, the guy is waaaaayyy more hot… even the girl.. and the best friend is way more fabulous! So check it out! Buy it.. it’s worth every penny… Damn I have fun saying “Move over Edward&Bella, Patch&Nora’s on their way.”

Side note: Vanessa should be Nora Grey! Any hot dude can be Patch, though Drew Doyon is perfect enough.

Just had a little hang out with Majoe and Ivy on December 3. We first went to Vic Uni to inquire about courses, which gave me a little frustration but all good now. Still want to continue with Interior Design in Victoria.

Intercontinental Hotel was our next stop coz Majoe needed to give her application form to Kuya Buba. Then we freakin saw this ahmazing store, Little Acorn! Damn!!! The designs, the colors, the fabrics, the furnitures, the books, everything! It’s there!!! Awesome!!! I’m soooo going back there.

Then waited for Kuya Led in the Central Library before having lunch with him Gosh we were sooo full simply by just laughing. Haha! Man, Kuya Led’s awesome. Glad we spent time with him event if it meant not having the time to go to Massey. Haha! We finished the day by doing Neos in Timezone and photoshoot at warf, thus the image above.

Just had a little fun with fashion that day, though it’s an old style of mine. I figured the long sleeved shirt, skinnies and boots suit best the rocker look of the hair. Too bad my skinny jeans isn’t so skinny anymore! YES!! The workout’s working out!!!

Music: I Won’t Apologize by Selena Gomez

I was looking through love quotes in Google merely ’cause I’m bored and I want to put a picture at the beginning of my Here’s The Thing entry and I found this. Too bad number one didn’t happen when I read it… But it’s cool.. Some of you might agree, some won’t… But it’s love… who knows what it really is. You’ll only know it when you feel it.

I’m fixing the blog, thus the downloaded layout. I have no time to make a new layout, but I’m hoping by January next year, I have a personalized layout.

I’m at Ira’s place at the moment having our sleepover since for like a year now! Hahaha, a dear friend of ours just got back from Australia and it’s cool seeing him again. I missed John sooooo much…

Well, at this moment, I was just looking through facebook not really knowing what to do. I should be sleeping by now since I have to wake up at 8 coz I’m going uni hopping with Ivy and Majoe tomorrow! Err more like later since it’s 2am.

Well yeah, we’re going vic and massey tomorrow since we will go inquire about CUP and courses for next yr. I’m still wishing for permanent residency for Christmas so HOPEFULLY we get it coz i really want to go to school

Oh and speaking of Christmas, check this out:

1. You shall not leave ‘Christ’ out of Christmas, making it ‘Xmas.’ To some, ‘X’ is unknown.

2. You shall prepare your soul for Christmas. Spend not so much on gifts that your soul is forgotten.

3. You shall not let Santa Claus replace Christ, thus robbing the day of its spiritual reality.

4. You shall not burden the shop girl, the mailman, and the merchant with complaints and demands.

5. You shall give yourself with your gift. This will increase its value a hundred fold, and the one who receives it shall treasure it forever.

6. You shall not value gifts received by their cost. Even the least expensive may signify love, and that is more priceless than silver and gold.

7. You shall not neglect the needy. Share your blessings with many who will go hungry and cold if you are generous.

8. You shall not neglect your church. Its services highlight the true meaning of the season.

9. You shall be as a little child. Not until you become in spirit as a little one are you ready to enter into the kingdom of Heaven.

10. You shall give your heart to Christ. Let Him be at the top of your Christmas list.

Obey this Ten Commandments and you’ll definitely have the best Christmas ever… Especially the tenth commandmend!!

Anyway, have to go sleep… My textmate didn’t text back.. probably fell asleep.. LOL… *blush*

Oh and I’m gonna go put the photos up sometime from the YFC Step Up and today’s sleepover. And i’ll go talk about the Step Up sometime soon… Its the best ever!

Music: None… LOL they’re watching mtv i think

Remember, God’s always there to lift us up no matter what. He’s there and will never turn his back on us even if we do/did turn our back on Him. He loves us soooo much and will never leave us. Watched it? Comment…

Music: I Kissed A Girl by Katy Perry