Ok, so I know there hasn’t been an update in like forever. BUT guess what?! We just moved houses, thus my absence. And well, I’m lazy at time as well since I have to move the modem and all just so I can have my own internet in my room. It’s freakin tiring. So anyway… I survived having to go through the whole moving thing. I’m not going to tell why we HAVE to move, though. But anyway, I’m in the middle of trying to make the old house very cool by designing it. So wish me luck and i’m going to post photos soon! Love loads

This pretty much my good news two weeks ago when I received an email from Talent Scouts. It’s so cool they considered my application and will be representing me. This is sooooooo super exciting. Friends congratulated… others I know just didn’t bother. So I won’t bother venting here coz I’m excited! I’m having my portfolio photoshoot this saturday and I can’t wait to have the experience. It’s so cool! Sharing pictures might be hard, though, since it’s copyrighted. Hehehe…

Also, not long ago… It was Friday last week (dad’s birthday) I had an audition for Toi Whakaari. I spent the whole time trying to stay focused and keeping my heart rate to normal since I felt like it’s going to fall anytime. I was the last to audition, which means there were 6 other people who auditioned that I had to watch before I had a go. I think I spent the entire time plotting ways on how I can run out of that door and not do it. Thankfully, my feet stayed on the ground and I was able to audition. It was cool when I was doing it. I thought I wouldn’t be able to do it, but I’m proud that I did it. Even if I won’t get in, I’m proud to be able to do the audition. It was my first ever audition, which is why it was a huge deal for me. And what’s great about it, I also met new people. You see, God doesn’t really want us to give things up, especially when we know we love it. And He sprinkles a few more extras on the way.

Well, that night was Angelo’s surprise birthday party. I’m sure you’re very surprised. But I wasn’t able to come, so Angelo, if you’re reading the blog, sorry wasn’t able to come on your 21st. Happy Late Birthday, though! I’m so glad to have you as a friend Thanks for everything and enjoy your 21st year. It’s not that bad

Woops! The last entry was July 6! And it’s now September 1… I missed a whole lot of August!!! Except there isn’t much to share about August. Hmmmm…. Let’s see…

1. I just made a decision to apply in Toi Whakaari. It’s a drama school and hopefully I get in. Auditions are next this month, weekend of Dad’s birthday. I hope that’s a good thing Deadline of application was August 28. I went to the school August 27 and I just can’t help but imagine myself being in the school. I love it. Although there’s nervousness and cowardliness that popped into me when I imagine the audition. Nevertheless, I’m still doing it.

2. My brother’s birthday was 24th and gee! He has his own way of celebrating it. In the Hospital! He turned legal age of 18 (yes, legal to drink, drive and get crazy) and he decided to go to the hospital to celebrate. Lol, there are lots of drugs there! But whatever, it’s his tradition anyway.

3. YFC Fellowship. Ha! It was fun… It was also tiring in the end, coz I have loads of plates to clean. But whatever, it was worth it.

4. We’re to vacate the house in 45 days. And as of now we have less than 45 days. 30-something I guess. Reason is: the owner is going to use the house now. Ehhh, it’s ok. The house doesn’t give us any luck anyway. I was visited by someone or something in my room while I was sleeping three times already. It was beyond CREEPY!!! I never had that back in the Philippines. Let’s see if this new house will give us some luck.

5. I have a new path to take in school next year AGAIN! I think. I’m considering Interior Designing now. BUT i’m not sure… HELP??? Thing is, if i got accepted in Toi Whakaari, then I’m going there NO MATTER WHAT!!! And after three or four years (if I decided to Master in Directing) then I’ll go to University and take up Interior Designing while working as an actress. But if I don’t get in Toi, I’m not sure if I will do Film Studies or Interior Designing…. Another set of questions and decisions to make…. HELP?

Well, that’s it for now. And I think I’m changing designs soon. I’m getting rusty with designing lately. Geezzz… Be back later!

Music: the sound of breeze passing through the trees. It is music to the ears… sometimes.

I just had my crazy moment last weekend. It’s those experiences that you’ll just laugh once you reflect back and look at what had happened. God seriously wants me to crack up laughing no matter what we’re in right now. Like, God wants me to ease up and not think of the bad side of life and just laugh once in a while. (In the family, though, we’re ALWAYS cracking up!) Anyway, here goes with what happened last weekend:

Saturday, we went to Tito Andy’s house for a get together since they just got back from the Philippines. I was completely bored and was hoping all the time I brought the laptop with me. Crazy moment #1: when I wished that I saw my youngest brother playing with a PSP and I borrowed so to lessen the boredom. But there was no Tekken in Carlo’s PSP… so I borrowed Ate Reg’s PSP. Then my brother had this whole thing connecting the two PSPs and we played Tekken. My youngest bro got bored and borrowed Tito Andy’s iTouch. I was like O.O!!! I was like to my brother: Wanna play tekken? Can i borrow? Random, I know. So we swapped. I got all excited inside and played with the iTouch. Ok… Apple always makes me crazy… I’m a mac freak, what can I say? Anyway, crazy coz after wishing I brought the laptop, I actually went online using the iTouch… I know… random… LOL

So anyway, when we went home I got all too excited to work on the new layout of Vanessa-Hudgens.ORG since it’s the first time I’ve done some designing since over a month ago. I boot the laptop and as soon as it reached the password thing, it went blank and closed. I was so gutted when I restarted it never did… O.o I was soooo frustrated I didn’t get a chance to go online and just finish the layout. I tried the power switch million times, but it did not work. My brother knew it wasn’t working, my dad tried it as well. So we pretty much all know that it wasn’t working. See crazy moment #5 below.

I fell asleep at 3am, I think, feeling sooooo bad. The next morning, I was a little late for church… But surprisingly, I was alive. Ha! Well, not a surprise anymore actually. Ever since YFC, I started becoming more alive in church. I was a bad catholic. LOL… Back at home we went looking for the receipt of the laptop so we can have it changed (it’s on warranty for 3 years) but with NO luck! My dad was having a bad mood because he was totally in need of a laptop to look for a job. Not my fault the computer went crazy. So we spent hours since the Saturday night looking for the receipt when…

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Today was so different from my usual routine, which is: wake up, do whatever morning bathroom stuff, workout, eat brunch, go online. However, today, my dad decided not to go to work and load himself with it on Friday. So I’ve got nothing to do but lie around and be a bummer again. I worked out for a short while but dad called me for brunch even before I finish my usual work out. So I ate… and dang, I ate pasta! and I finished all.. It’s a bit much so I was so full. I could walk from home and around the street to get rid of the fat consumed, but I wasn’t feeling the outdoors even if it was a little sunny earlier today.

Then all of a sudden, I just don’t feel the living room because it was totally a whole big trash! And I just told myself that the living room was a total mess, so I decided to just clean the living room and create a space for me to dance to for a while. But then I ended up sorting things out, removing pieces that shouldn’t be in a place where you do your living.

And then… it ended up moving the furnitures around. It’s not totally changed but you can see the difference. It’s a lot spacious now than before. I couldn’t move the TV though. It’s not stuck there and I’m also allowed, but the cable wiring was so small I couldn’t put it elsewhere. So that pretty much was my limitation.

I thought I’ll end up stuffing stuff once I get tired of it, but surprise, surprise, I finished it! I felt very responsible now. I also vacuumed the carpet, so whoever trashes the place will clean the whole house and not just the living room. I’ll post the new look tomorrow. But I don’t have a photo of the old look of the living room, I think…

Anyway, my writing isn’t good anymore, I can tell… I’m sooo tired and it’s 2am! I should sleep. Night!

Music: Here We Go Again – Sara Paxton